Wednesday, September 16, 2009 2:16 AM
Thoughts...
Being a Human is so troublesome, tiring, foolish at times and more. Or I should be put it as I being a human instead. But this is not important whether is me or others as some people will have the same thought as me. Most importantly is why my thoughts are always so messy and this only will make me feel tired to be myself only. But it is out of my control as I told myself not to think and get deep into it, however the other side my mind already thinking deep in. Maybe I like to think too much and in addition I am a deep thinker. So most of the time, I can't let my mind stop thinking. How I wish that I can stop thinking. Am I too emotional or just think of others first. Actually I don't really understand myself well enough, so how can others understand me. Actually I am here just to type out my thought that I wish to say out but I do not dare to say out in front of others.
Huixin......
Be selfish to yourselves and not others, else people will take advantage of your unselfishness.
Be kind to yourselves and not others, else people will take advantage of your kindness.
Care for yourselves more than care for others.
Love yourselves more than love others.
Think for youselves first before thinking for others.
Understand yourselves first before understand others.
Let your mind rest and don't think so much.
Take a break for a further journey.
Think that I should just let my mind rest and move on life day by day happily as you won't know what will happen next. So just let nature take its course. Maybe this will make myself more fruitful. Actually I still can't be selfish to myself, I do not know why. Maybe it is just my character. I always think of others before me. Why am I so kind, stupid and foolish? Don't even know how to be selfish to myself. Sighs....Think I am really a loser of being myself. Nevermind as long as others are happy, I am always happy. =)
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